dear, when I say
2015-09-07
Everything becomes harder when the white fallen snow will come. How do I handle these feelings that won't melt away? I'm always in need of time. time time time.
I'm scared that my state of mind will be at my lowest, again, this autumn. I'm afraid of life. Afraid that I wont make it. Cause the fact of actually waking up in the mornings frightens me. It scares the shit out of me when I think about my position in life. Might as well end it all now, right?
These thoughts never ends. How can you make it look like an accident? Should I be intoxicated? Maybe I'll fail if I get too wasted, and that scares me. To fail.
so dear, when I say this
or tell you I cant cope
I mean it
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